When everything around you slows down...
When your world starts to spin much more slower...
You start to think more clearly, and make better decisions...
haha. (random thought)
Today was Faye's and Louis' wedding... It was so cool! Haha.. I was the door-man. Yes. I opened the door for the bride and groom to enter the sanctury...
wahaha... machiam like some sort of grand ceremony like dat...
The food was super good!! Kristan Caterer rocks!
Drool if you must :
- Baked Carbonara Macaroni with Cheese
- Chocolate Glazed Giant Cream Puffs (they were stacked together in a huge mountain which looked like part of the decoration... my smart eyes detected that it was meant for eating ^_^)
- Smoked Mussels in Spicy Salsa Sauce
- Fluffy Mini Pastry Filled with Garlic Sauce
- Smoked Salmon/Tuna Pate/Cream Cheese on bite size Rye Bread
- Laksa (yes!! and delicious too! served by waiters!)
okok... there were ALOT more food, just that these were my favourites...
mind you, that was merely the refreshments... I couldn't go to the dinner because I wasn't invited... T_T
But its at a very posh restauraunt, and I'm not very close to them.. so can't blame anyone =P
after that, Simon and I went to visit Teacher Seok Keow in General Hospital
She was one of the first sunday school teachers I had, always known for her cheerfulness and encouraging us to sing or hearing us out when we're upset...
She rarely scolded anybody nor punished anybody... Always helping my mum conduct lessons or doing object classes for us...
I almost cried when I saw her today...
I havn't seen her for so long... It has been about a year or more since I last saw her...
The last time I knew anything about her was that she had gotten some sort of cancer and was undergoing treatment...
Months flew by, and visiting her now made me feel so much more guilty that I did not visit her when she was better...
She looked so frail and tired... Her skin pale, thin beyond comparison.... A shadow of her former self...
strands of white hair covered her head like snow... so little of them...
Eyes closed... relieved temporarily of suffering...
I just wanted to ask her to open her eyes and look at me...
... Look.... remember me teacher? I've grown up so much already...
I'm no longer the little kid that you used to sing songs too...
The little pianist you said has grown up and is now serving God in the sanctuary...
Your encouragement never fell on deaf ears...
... But I couldnt voice it out...
she was just sleeping serenely... without a care in the world.. away from the pain and agony that so plagues a cancer victim...
if she recovers, that will be a testament to the miracle of the hand of God...
if Father decides to let her rest, I'll be glad too...
Because she'll be in place without suffering.. knowing that her life has impacted so many other people... that God will say "well done, my good and faithful servent"..
no.. she's not gone yet... why am I saying these things?
Nevertheless, she is an individual who impacted many lives...
no... Death cannot withold the legacy that a human holds in the memories of those who love them...
The Lord gives and the Lord takes, blessed be the name of the Lord... His will is just and his actions are unquestionable... He works for the good of those who love Him..
Father... just let this end well...
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